Another Weekend Almost Done

One of the best parts of a new job will have to be not having to work weekends. Sure, I know sometimes I'll bring work home with me or even perhaps go in on a Saturday or Sunday to catch up on something, but the simple fact that none of that will be required will be great. I don't mind weekends at SHP. It's just for the most part they are long and usually I am tired. No one really ever gets into a mode of working a weekend and stays out late or up late or just doesn't head to bed at a reasonable hour. Usually I stick out the hours at work, no matter how bored I am, but I just couldn't today. I left two hours early, but when there are two emails an hour to answer, it's just too much. I am hoping by leaving early today, there will be plenty work tomorrow for the entire day. I might take along a few scrap book pages to help pass the time. It's a lot to take to work though... so we'll see.

With that though, I realized as DH and I were out getting groceries that if things go as planned, I will only have to work five more of those dreaded weekends!!! I've had a countdown going at work since February, each day I get to tear a link off a chain. No one really knows what it signifies as I usually say it's a countdown for a cruise. Only my most trusted friends know the truth. And technically I am not really lying as DH and I are going on a cruise. You just need to add another 365 links or so to that chain. LOL. For those reading this who may be as confused as heck, I am graduating this December from NDSU for the second time and am hoping that degree fast tracks me to a better job. One in which my talents are appreciated... and properly compensated for. For now, I'm half way through the sixth weekend. Eight hours and counting. Woohoo!

The Office

I started in again on my lifestyle change this past Tuesday. For any of you not familiar with that, its called a diet for most. I don't like the word diet and I don't want to be on one the rest of my life. So instead, I change my lifestyle.

The first day was rough, but by last night, I was feeling pretty good about things. I was enjoying ice cream at 9 pm, only a half a cup and only because I hadn't consumed enough calories for the day. It was a good feeling. And then I came to work today.

I work in a department of almost all women, and yes, as I woman, I will easily admit, this isn't the best of office situations. There is constant talk about eating, recipes, etc. One particular lady brings in food at least once a week that she made at home - a new recipe that she tried. Another bunch order out almost every Friday. And then there are two individuals that not only stop at a drive thru for breakfast but will also hit another for lunch. And I am in no way stretching the truth. For one, I have no idea how they afford it. One paycheck a month has to go to the food budget.

I know, they have every right to order out or get food on break, but today it was tough. I wanted the Chinese they had delivered SOOOO bad. So instead, I heated up my Lean Cuisine and went for a walk on my lunch break. Its just hard being in an office where not many are really concerned about what passes through their mouths. I am strong though, and the walk did make me forget about the fried rice... at least for the time being.

Time

I wish I had more of it. I can't believe how I thought I could post on here regularly. Its ok though. School is more important. Why am I finding the time to write now? Once again, I am in my worthless digital media class and need something to do. I wish I could get into this class more. I like it, I just don't have the time to focus on it like I should be. I need to make that a goal this weekend. Anyways, rant for the day - WORK. I absolutely hate my job. I love what I do, but I hate the environment. My supervisor drives me crazy. She can't supervise. I guess this is why I am back in school. So I can close the chapter in the book about that place. I am trying to stay patient, knowing that I'll get out soon. And that all this is going to pay off A LOT. I just hate how that place drains me though. It zaps my creative energy. I let it go I think for the most part, but days like today are just a big struggle. OK, I wrote about absolutely nothing, but I feel I can work on these photos now...